♥ moVing on ♥

Why should I return after everything that you put me through?/

why should I even make and effort after I did all that I could possibly do/

I realize now that this relationship was never meant to be/

because all this time I didn’t listen to my heart, for I was to blind to see…/

I hope one day you realize that everythig you wanted was everything you had/

and now that I’m not there for you…you never imagined that it could hurt this bad/

I will never understand why you said all the things that i never wanted to hear?/

being alone and without you WAS one of my greatest fears/

I hope one day you read this and realize that these are my true feelings/

that after what happened between us…your love and affection I will no longer be needing/

And hopefully one day you will embrace that this is not just how I feel../

but it is something true in my heart…and to me it has never been this close or this real/

You were a great girl full of potential and a unique heart/

but as of this day forward i believe that were better off apart/

So this is my final good-bye and my last farewell before I’m gone/

because i assure and swear to you that this man and this love is going to be moving on…/

OUR LOVE

Our love is torn by miles, not by choice.

Soon, soon, my darling, I’ll be coming home.

At night I play your body and your voice,

But soon the hands and cries will be your own.

I want to love you all the hours we’ve missed,

And do the things I’ve fantasized for you:

Kiss you all the places my mind’s kissed,

And put you everywhere I’ve wanted to.

My only fear’s desiring you so much

That dream will overwhelm reality;

Time, for both of us, must temper touch

So love can once again be slow and free.

My mind’s already half insane with pleasure;

Soon, soon my body will consume its treasure.

PAIN

It has many forms, some hurt worse than others

Some cause you to bleed, while others make you cry

Some make you want to die, or be dead, while

others just make you want to stay in bed

Pain, its like a bee stinging you in the face

Pain, its like someone sprayin you with mace

Pain, its like having your best friend die

Pain, its like biting into a hot piece of pie

Pain, its like a knife tearing your skin

Pain, its like not having any friends

Pain, its like having your heart ripped in two

Pain, its like not knowing what to do

Pain, is a common thing for me

Pain, it fills my life with sorrow and misery

Pain, it makes me want to cry everyday

Pain, it makes me feel the worst way

Pain, it drives my life and the things I do

Pain, is what I get for loving you…..